My Life in Circles

Pag nagpagupit, depressed na agad?

Hindi ba pwedeng, init na init lang?

Sobrang haba na ng buhok ko na pumupulupot na sa leeg ko. Kahit ipitan ko, ang init pa rin, ang bigat bigat. Grabe lang yung init, nakakamatay kung di mo aaksyonan. Nagpagupit ako neto lang, nagpaikli ng parang haba nung Frosh pa ako. Tinopak nanaman ako siguro at ginupit ko nanaman bangs ko, ayon handa na yung clip ko. Hahaha. Juk. Depressed ba kamo? Sabi kase nila, kaya nagpapagupit yung isang tao, it’s either binreakan o depressed lang. Haha. Source from One More Chance daw. Natawa nalang ako, eh wala naman break na naganap. Kase wala naman ibbreak. Depressed? Hmm, di naman. Marami lang siguro tumatakbo sa isip ko. Wala lang, ilang araw lang na nakalipas, namiss ko na long hair ko. Di naman masyado mahaba nawala, para lang kahit papano gumaan ulo ko at presko. Pero parang niregret ko pagpapagupit. Pero yeah, I took the risk. Wala naman masama dba?

Parang in life, you have to somewhat take a risk sa mga bagay na you’re unsure of. It’s a choice. Don’t worry if it won’t turn out the way you see it, kase nga risk, iaccept mo nalang kung ano man mangyari, ano man ang outcome. Atleast you tried.

Parang kahapon lang Frosh kami, ngayon Junior na?

Almost a week has passed when classes started. Naexcite talaga ako pumasok kase

• may baon na ulit
• may reason na ako para gumising ng maaga
• matatakasan ko na yung init sa bahay namin
• maaga na ako makakaligo
• matututo nanaman ako gumamit ng bagong programs
• malalaman ko na ano itsura ng magiging professors ko
• makakakita nanaman ako ng mga bagong mukha, mga frosh

At syempre

• makikita ko na SILA ulit, mga blockmates ko, classmates etc.

Naexcite ako kase namiss ko yung ingay ng mga college buddies ko. Namiss ko yung pambubully nila, yung wagas na tawanan, foodtrip at siyempre yung mga naipon na kwento. Kaya nung first day ko nung Tuesday, lahat ng makita ko na kilala ko, eto, isang malaking HI at HUG. Di na rin mawawala ang kwentuhan don. Isa na yung maaga kong pambubulabog kila sabb at jelo, kase ang aga ko nagising. Nasanay na kase akong 8 am ang pasok. Gumising ako na hindi alam ang schedule, wala akong eaf, nakalimutan ko naman icheck yung sis, eh walang wifi kaya tinext ko sila, tinawagan ko pa nga. Malaman laman ko na 11:30 pa pala yung pasok namin. 7:30 palang kase bihis na ako. Nanood nalang ako ng movie pampalipas oras. Excited?!

At isa pa, naexcite ako kase same schedule kami nila sabb at jelo ngayong term. Kaya nga sila yung kinontact ko kase alam kong sure classmates ko sila. For the first time, forever classmates kaming tatlo (Syempre given na yung kami ni sabb). 6 terms have passed, never kaming nahiwalay sa schedule, except nung sa PE kase magkaiba kami ng PE nun. Until starting this term, mabbreak yung thread. Mamimiss kita sobra. Sa school kase, parang pag andyan si Zee, given na lagi na andyan si Sabb. Magulat nalang sila kung hindi tayo magkasama. Minsan pa nga tayong pagkamalang twins at magkapatid. Pero yeah, you’re like a sister to me and a bestfriend at the same time. Mamimiss lang kita sobra, yung live presence mo. Second day after malaman yung balita, I still hoped na papasok ka sa class kaya nisave ko kayong dalawa ng seat kahit na si Jelo lang nagpasave kase malelate daw siya pero your first was your last na din pala. Wala talaga kaming pinaupo sa seat na yun kundi yung bag namin. Sabi ko nga, we’ll always have a seat reserved for you. The next 2 days, andaming nagtatanong sa amin, kung nasan ka. Laging sagot namin ni pwet, absent ka, may inaasikaso, ganun. Tapos matatahimik nalang kami, tapos si pwet sisiponin. Hahaha. Juk. Marami talaga nagtataka, nagtatanong.

Sooner, di na din kakayanin ng LRT-MRT-Jeep, pag pupunta ako sa inyo. Pero wala naman sa distance yun, its in how we value friendship. Wala ka naman talaga maiiwanan, kase you’ll always have us by heart. Sobrang bait lang talaga ni God sa mga blessings na natatanggap niyo ngayon. Nakakalungkot man, pero Im happy for you and your family. Ingats kayo don. See you soon!

Yes! New Term, new experiences. Balik sa school, sa pagkakaalam ko, eto na yung start ng totoong zombie nights. Kaya Goodluck nalang samin! So far, okay naman yung mga professors na nakuha namin. Nasa sa amin na yun kung paano namin ihahandle yung workload at stress.

Missed blogging and reblogging!

Yes, Im finally back! Currently fixing another blog of which I call my Photodumpfolio. But for now, I’ll focus on this one.So many things have happened already and I hope I could catch up. So many pictures to share and stories to tell. I missed you tumblr.

Found Happiness

I just thought one night, what if my mind jots down everything I ever thought about. Even the smallest details. Maybe I’ve already had my own book of my own thoughts, or even created my own stash of series by now. I don’t know. The past few nights I’ve been thinking deeply of random stuff. Though I look like I’m hysterically happy most of the time but that doesn’t mean I’m entirely that. Sometimes the people you see the happiest are the saddest. Sounds ironic but I believe it’s accurate at some point. They are not even close to what they call “Plastic people”. The people I pertain to are those who doesn’t want their feelings to interfere to what they really want to feel. And that is to be happy. They are adventurers, in search of something that they are bounded to reach for now. Because if they let their emotions come across to what is to live life for, they might still be hiding inside a box right now. Just waiting for a miracle. Wherein life on the other hand should be explored. Problems shouldn’t be eaten rather it should be replaced by what more is important, by what is healthier. God gave us challenges to provide us lessons that we can use in our daily lives. We just need to find out the best solution to shove it off. And what I know so far, Happiness is one way to relinquish that virus.

I’m happy because I’ve got my family and friends around. And most of all GOD. I have a home and I have something to be proud of. I’m happy because I see happy people that makes me feel happy. Maybe these thoughts are just “to be continued” thoughts that lead to questions that I’m still in search for answers. I know that as days pass by, these things boggling my mind will have answers that are incomparable to what I thought about at first. No time to feel regretful about the things that didn’t turned out the way you expected it to be because at some point, those things once made an impact to your life. It made you happy like no ordinary kid felt. So just smile and let God show you the way to Happiness, let Him be your guide!

Travelled to Laguna and even asked Mao if I could spend the night at her house just to be with the Birthday boy until his day ends. Happy 18th Ramjovi. Hope you enjoyed your day. It was nice meeting your osm friends and family as well ♥

Feb. 18, 2012